दो दिन की ज़िन्दगी !

ये करे और वो करे, ऐसा करे, वैसा करे,
ज़िन्दगी दो दिन की हैं,
दो दिन में हम क्या क्या करे ?
क्या करे , क्या न करे ...

ಈ ಜೀವನನೆ ಇಷ್ಟು ... ಏನ್ ಮಾಡಬೇಕೋ ಏನ್ ಮಾಡ ಬಾರದೋ...
ಇದೆ ಯೋಚನೆ ಅಲ್ಲೇ ಜೀವನ ಮುಗುಧೋಗುತ್ತೆ ....

Graveyards I pass by everyday...

Everyday i pass by the graveyards of Hindu, Muslim and Christians, while am on my way to office. In the beginning i used to feel scared of these places and lot of negative thoughts used to haunt me. Even today these thoughts haunt my mind.

The other day while i was on my way back to home, i received a call from my hubby .

My Husband- "where are you?"
Me - "Harishchandra Ghat"

As my cab was just passing by Harishchandra Ghat, a Hindu burial place.

My Husband - Are you kidding?
Me - No, am serious.

I guess he might have felt something strange, as we a fight last night. And i was depressed as usual.
I keep thinking that what if I die the next moment?
Feel shocked and feel that I haven't lived my complete life yet!
But then I also feel prepared for my death anytime.

Me - What if am dead very soon?

My Husband - Silent! says if you are talking such rubbish things, then please don't. Gives a sad look to me.

Me - I feel kind of happy that he has concern for me and going to miss me. Though not sure that he is gonna stay single after my gone.


I fear to lose my loved ones, but feel that everybody has to die one or the other day. These graveyards scare me because I do not want to lose my loved ones, instead prefer go first from this world.

Earlier graveyards used to be outside the city. Now they are at the center of the city. We can imagine how the population is exponentially growing. The death rates have gone down due to advanced medication.

Some times i feel that where all humans are chasing themselves to? why all these fights and differences? why this jealousy? When everything is so short lived on this earth.

Why do we care for our skin and looks so much, which is finally going to be destroyed into ashes one day!

But still there are so many products in the market to make oneself beautiful... huh.. everything seems meaningless to me.

So people may say that as long as we are alive we need to look good feel good... yes i agree but not be always thinking and working towards it and waste our precious time as well.

And now are the days, I feel that these are the most safest places on the earth, with full of peace and silence...

I feel that life is so short... and our desires are endless... the people i saw last year, month or day are not there today. Where all of them are gone? I keep wondering. In this cycle of life and death everything is so temporary!

There is a kannada song i remember "allide namma mane, illige bandevu summane" ( Our Home is up somewhere in the sky, and we have come here just like that to visit) sounds so very true indeed!

All such thoughts pass by as i pass by these graveyards, every single day! huh... these thoughts are haunting me, rather than the spirits of these graveyards.

a big sigh.......!

Feeling Good Today!

I am kinda happy today, though i don't know the reason why? I think many things in life do not have a reason to be the way they are, and i like it that way!

Why it happens only with me always?

Normally when simple things work easily for people, it doesn't for me. I wonder why it always happens with me. Take for instance adding this simple option called reactions to my blog is not happening.... :( in spite of trying so many times, checking all the settings, no matter how hard i try things do not just work for me...

Got New Look for Myself!

At last my dream since so long came true. I got streaks done to my hair. Thanks to my friend Gombi for accompanying me. It costed me 1500 including all taxes. It took 3 hours for hair cut, wash and colouring.. its too long to get it done.. But the result is good... everyone in my office liked it and i love it too :) and also did nice shopping for my parents and hubby as well. And not to forget i also shopped for Gombi which brought a big nice smile on her face which i liked it that way! hope she also settles down well in life ASAP...
I now want to surprise my parents as well .... :) hope they also like it.. .am sure they are not going to... :(

Yeahhhhh! Its June 10th! Time to celebrate!

My Parents 38th Wedding Anniversary Today! They got married on June 10th 1971









Now its June 10th 2009!

Huh! 38 Years of Marriage..... Great.. Keep Going!

I just called them and wished them, and had already sent a card few days back in advance... they are just happy with that. But I feel I could have treated them with some more special things in life, but unfortunately I could not make it. But they are just contented with my small personalized card and my wishes over phone. They need to be celebrated for them being together for so long. And I wish them many more happy anniversaries to come!

Completed 1 month of my Diet Plan Successfully

Just today I completed my one month of weight loss plan diet. I just cannot believe myself that I can stay without my breakfast and dinner for a month! I remember there were times when I could not tolerate my hunger for few minutes delay in eating my food. But I still survive! And I already lost 2.5 kgs without any exercise.. isn't that great!.. yes it is for me at least and still going to be on it till I reach my target. Its a challenge to myself.